Appraisal

Finally had done my appointment with liza
(from 7am wait until almost fong gong baru see me...so nervous)
the answer just same as what i thought
(luckly not today only know the news,if not i sure no mood for my following days...)
confimed my Senior FOA post
no lower
no higher
she said,i put trust on you.
liza put alots trust on me said that she believed me i can do well with my job task.
(feel abit terharu,cause i dont even know that liza gam trust me)
and she also said she never raise up her voice to me
just once or can count by finger (really???...i think i am a troublemaker?)
the case regarding morning call,what been stated and noted was different with PABX...
(actually i dont even remember...XD)

haizzz....
if i can choose
i also dont wish to leave
but in fact
i dont like the working eviroment anymore cause everybody are FAKE
(so...i want choose a leng leng mask to cover my real face)
and the ppl there, cant see any teamwork
(SHE is the MOST i dont like,unless she resign...wahaha)

i aslo resign with liza verbally
i will pass up my letter soon
wish me GOOD LUCK

23/12/2010

Dear today is 23/12/2010 =)
today is 1 year n 1 month we have been together....
all the while we have been thru no matter sadness or happiness .. i hope last time same together go thru with it... and oso now...and in future...
These few days i know i talked alot things that made u hard feeling...im sorry...im sorry tat i dint care ur feeling and just throw out all my words towards u...
FInally i calm down n think twice...i shud have stand on ur side n think...really hurt when get such news...so no matter how...i will support ur decision...
What i said these few days is the fact...the true...but fact n true sometimes doesnt bring happiness...so if working at a place tat not happy...so better dun work there adi...change a new working environment...considered change half of ur life...who knows mayb ur new job suit u more?? So dear be brave...handle infront de problem with strong and tough...dun let anyone from there look down on u...wan leave tat place then leave with brave ... Ah dear u have to stay strong...dun let tiny little thing from there affected ur mood...if not they will say u negative thing...BE strong and tough work until the end !!!

I know my dear can do it... Just need to bring urself up
And dear...i love you so much...waited until now to blog for u ...happie 13 anniversary (counting by month) hehe... DUn say me soh zai ar...i puck u ga...

MUACKS !!! Ocl Love Mww ... 5201314 =D

HURT

W.k told me that he got offer to be supersivor
1st...shock,then happy and congrat...
then my heart start unstable
feel abit hurt
10,000 of WHY in my head
W.H.Y???
why not me???
why???
why i only a senior foa???
why???
my probation will be end of this month then only confirm my SENIOR FOA post
why???
taste not good
feel want to cry
so HURT

i want to leave

wish me good luck