HURT

W.k told me that he got offer to be supersivor
1st...shock,then happy and congrat...
then my heart start unstable
feel abit hurt
10,000 of WHY in my head
W.H.Y???
why not me???
why???
why i only a senior foa???
why???
my probation will be end of this month then only confirm my SENIOR FOA post
why???
taste not good
feel want to cry
so HURT

i want to leave

wish me good luck